Wednesday, October 07, 2009
something's so very wrong and i cant seem to put my finger to it.
is it my health, my studies, my regrets or my heart?
i'm lost and i need guidance.
somebody ?
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Friday, September 04, 2009
i am sad....
this tugging at the hearstrings,
so wrenching and deep
of a sorrow and pain hidden
surfacing briefly in the painful gaze
that one has to experience to notice
what should i do?
i am lost
so very very lost
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Thursday, July 02, 2009
The day of departure draws close and my steps start to slow.
Lingering on the sidewalk, taking in the sights and smells,
Trying hard to etch into memory, every single detail there is.
The bus ride home, the “teh-teh” of the ez-link card tapped.
The little details that I do not usually notice, that crack on the pavement;
The positioning of the furniture, things that I take for granted.
All of this will not be available soon and I can only brace myself.
Cherishing every moment left spent with family and friends.
All alone in a week’s time, this will be my 2 years battle for success.
And I know, I can only succeed in my Endeavour.
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
its finally my time to ord!
mixed feelings as i've said before..
haha will elaborate more in my next post.
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Monday, April 27, 2009
45 absolute days more, 21 working days
at final last the journey of 2 years seems to be ending.
ironic as it may be, i would actually miss some of the things about army.
after all, it has been a good 2 years of my life and there is a rythm and schedule of sorts that i am used to already.
if i could just have one wish,just one wish....
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
had an interesting week...
thurs, went with the army guys to do some shopping for the india ex.
did quite a bit of travelling this time
met at ten mile junction, then to senoko link near the causeway/incinerator,nxt to depot road, then to the airport.
haha...
fri signalled the dawning of the weekend.
headed for mellben crabs with the CS folks.
wow had quite a spread i must say.
-Rojak Chicken, Spinach, Claypot Tofu, Teochew style steamed fish, another veg dish, crab bee hoon soup, shimmering crab, cereal prawns (8 course meal)
- 2.5kg of mangosteen, 4 boxes of durians, 1 jackfruit, 1 huge platter of fruits
all this, devoured by 8 of us. haha went to arts house timbre for drinks after that...
decided against gg to the substation outlet as it wld probably be too crowded.
was nice catching up guys
the nxt time wld be at enya's new place for bbq!
haha
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Sunday, March 01, 2009
been 2 mths since i last posted
well well, things have definately took a change - for better or worse i do not know.
i guess in time only would i be able to tell.
closing the FY right now and its a hell of a time for me
couple that with bits, pieces and whatnots
and you may sometime get a very pissed off Junyan, esp if you rub him the wrong way at the wrong time.
haha, but hey I generally wont bite. unless your're an idiot.
met up with jy and ch for some mellben crabs which was a little lackluste but still good nonetheless.
oh i lost my way again even with the aid of the GPS.
from toapayoh mrt, how long wld it take to go to lorong 8?
genius me, i took half an hour.
i went on the CTE towards PIE, managed to go onto PIE, exited at paya lebar mrt, u-turned back to the CTE and to toapayoh again.
bugger, i really shud go recee the route beforehand.
haha
ORDs coming! after my horrendous fy, xda i see freedom ahead of me.
to stay in SG or not to?
thats what i wonder about too...
a fren of mine posed me this question: where have you disappeared to?
i pondered and replied: i've never left, its you who has left.
-the end.
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
something's so very wrong and i cant seem to put my finger to it.
is it my health, my studies, my regrets or my heart?
i'm lost and i need guidance.
somebody ?
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Friday, September 04, 2009
i am sad....
this tugging at the hearstrings,
so wrenching and deep
of a sorrow and pain hidden
surfacing briefly in the painful gaze
that one has to experience to notice
what should i do?
i am lost
so very very lost
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Thursday, July 02, 2009
The day of departure draws close and my steps start to slow.
Lingering on the sidewalk, taking in the sights and smells,
Trying hard to etch into memory, every single detail there is.
The bus ride home, the “teh-teh” of the ez-link card tapped.
The little details that I do not usually notice, that crack on the pavement;
The positioning of the furniture, things that I take for granted.
All of this will not be available soon and I can only brace myself.
Cherishing every moment left spent with family and friends.
All alone in a week’s time, this will be my 2 years battle for success.
And I know, I can only succeed in my Endeavour.
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
its finally my time to ord!
mixed feelings as i've said before..
haha will elaborate more in my next post.
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Monday, April 27, 2009
45 absolute days more, 21 working days
at final last the journey of 2 years seems to be ending.
ironic as it may be, i would actually miss some of the things about army.
after all, it has been a good 2 years of my life and there is a rythm and schedule of sorts that i am used to already.
if i could just have one wish,just one wish....
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
had an interesting week...
thurs, went with the army guys to do some shopping for the india ex.
did quite a bit of travelling this time
met at ten mile junction, then to senoko link near the causeway/incinerator,nxt to depot road, then to the airport.
haha...
fri signalled the dawning of the weekend.
headed for mellben crabs with the CS folks.
wow had quite a spread i must say.
-Rojak Chicken, Spinach, Claypot Tofu, Teochew style steamed fish, another veg dish, crab bee hoon soup, shimmering crab, cereal prawns (8 course meal)
- 2.5kg of mangosteen, 4 boxes of durians, 1 jackfruit, 1 huge platter of fruits
all this, devoured by 8 of us. haha went to arts house timbre for drinks after that...
decided against gg to the substation outlet as it wld probably be too crowded.
was nice catching up guys
the nxt time wld be at enya's new place for bbq!
haha
i'm not short. u r just taller.
Sunday, March 01, 2009
been 2 mths since i last posted
well well, things have definately took a change - for better or worse i do not know.
i guess in time only would i be able to tell.
closing the FY right now and its a hell of a time for me
couple that with bits, pieces and whatnots
and you may sometime get a very pissed off Junyan, esp if you rub him the wrong way at the wrong time.
haha, but hey I generally wont bite. unless your're an idiot.
met up with jy and ch for some mellben crabs which was a little lackluste but still good nonetheless.
oh i lost my way again even with the aid of the GPS.
from toapayoh mrt, how long wld it take to go to lorong 8?
genius me, i took half an hour.
i went on the CTE towards PIE, managed to go onto PIE, exited at paya lebar mrt, u-turned back to the CTE and to toapayoh again.
bugger, i really shud go recee the route beforehand.
haha
ORDs coming! after my horrendous fy, xda i see freedom ahead of me.
to stay in SG or not to?
thats what i wonder about too...
a fren of mine posed me this question: where have you disappeared to?
i pondered and replied: i've never left, its you who has left.
-the end.
i'm not short. u r just taller.
